Oh That Little Devil Within

By Evan Sanders


Oh that devil inside.

Oh that little devil can you make yourself known? Can you show yourself for what you truly are? I know you're there because you try time and time again to ruin my thoughts. You attempt to break me with your awful intentions and challenge me every single day when the lights cut out.

I won't fight any longer. I'm going to embrace you.

Does this confuse you? Does this make you weep at the thought of the grip you once had that exists no longer? You held onto me so strong and so tight due to my disability to see that the battle increased your strength. Like quicksand I sunk the more that I moved. But like I claimed before, I embrace the darkness now.

A lot has changed.

Oh how my life has changed. Before I would have run from you time and time again. Now, I'm going to embrace you warmly and try to understand what you are looking to teach me. Sure you have an interesting way of trying to pass on lessons, but I will get creative myself.

I can now see all of the damage you did to me in the past. I can see that my hiding from you actually made you stronger. Now I'm going to take back all of my power and show you who is in control. Sure you are going to show up from time to time and try to control me but I'm willing to work this out with you. I'm willing to hear what you have to say and transform that into something good.

How proud are you? How much fun did you have? Are you pleased with your accomplishments? Maybe I can even clap to your success?

We are stating something new together. We are going to go in a completely different direction than before. You had your time with me and now it's my time to run you. How am I going to do this? Well how about you just find out? But it's not going to be even close to the ways from before.

So let's talk.




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